My LiNkS
fRiEnDz bLoGs
PiCtUrEz
Look at those Bums! (me and Aids)
Lyan kicking Assmar's ass!!! haha!
Andrew attempts to throw some bow's =P
A pic of the old crew: Jaimie, Scott, Andrew, and Amanda all swap clothes
AAAAARH!!! (Jecca and Rals at rehearsal)
Dray, MaryAnn, and Me at Magic Moutin (Physics Day baby! got to ditch school!)
Kim's Senior Pic (QuE BoNiTa!)
Hi Josh! Who drives that gay gold car behind you?
Awww...Sacramento Trip in 5th grade
Jos & Rals gettin freaky LOL
Alex and Adrian playing some ping-pong
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I LOVE THIS PIC!!! (me and Rals)
Alex and Anna at the Grad dance
Rals and Assmar wrestling in the sand at Drays party
Me and Kim at the radio station after we went on =P
Rals and me at rehearsal--I look retarded
Jermz y Kim =P
Awwww...a cute pic of April and Assmar =P
Alex and Corey posing for da camera at Grad Breakfast. I miss you guys =P
Jecca and Dray a la playa
Anna (looking beautiful) and Charles
Steven making that isht fit in there!
April, Dray, Maryann, and Ellaine
AbOuT mE
Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Name: Amanda Marie

JOSLYN (sExiNeSs) WAS HERE!!

RIVERS IS FUCKIN HOT!
Awww...Mary, Dray, and Me!
Me and Jos strikin' a pose for Nerd Club
Me and Kim before we went on Q104.7
Jos & Vea @ HC (DaMn SeXy!!)
April(with chocolate fondue) and Tammy at a Bio/Chem AP party
Joslyn and Aaron at the rally before our first football game
Tim lookin damn cute as usual
Jos & Jaz @ HC (tWiNz!)
Mary, Aaron, and Lyan playing some Twister at Dray's party
Andrew, Corey, Scott, Paul, and Martin throwin some bows
AwWw...LyAn!! QuE LiNdA!!!
Mi familia
Some hot guy i found in a magazine...he kinda looks like a white Edwin...
Assmar and Rals at it again...sumo status
Scary Mr. Stark...
hehe! Kim the spaz (and then there's Rals...)
Me and Dray at the beach

I'm so FRUSTRATED! (Rals spazzing)

Me being sad at Drays house after Rals the Bully beat me up

Andrew and Jaime at the Grad dance (8th grade)

The beautiful Andrea (of course) at rehearsal
«·´¨*·.¸¸.«··«·´`·.La ViDa Es LoCa·´`·»··».¸¸.·*¨`·»

Saturday, November 22, 2003

well today...hmm...was interesting. (well, yesterday now). I went to 1st period, but club pictures kept me out until 6th. Fun fun. Mrs. Winter got me and Jos some food, and i almost got in a fight when these chicks stole my backpack and attempted to steal my camera. I shoulda beat that girl upside the head w/ it when i pulled it out of her backpack "oh, i dont know who put that in there!!!" Supposedly there was a Pipe Bomb found in the J building sometime between 3-4th period, so nobody was allowed over there as administrators proceeded to call the bomb Squad and other officals to take care of it. Probabky just weed in a tube. After school, me and Aaron went to the Boba place and watched Daniel, Allan, Lladira, and Ili play some pool. Then we picked up Riss, and went to Yolanda's. We saw Aaron's mom, then we went to Borders, looked at a crapload of magazines and some phallic books, then we went to Starbucks and traveled the rest of the Esplanade. Fun times. Came home, went to sleep for 45 minutes, Adrian called @ 10:45 needing a ride home from the base. I lied, told my mom i was picking him up from work (Amecci's down the street) and was given 15 minutes. I made it in 25. O well, i lied and said he had to close last minute, whatever. I read a whole bunch of www.Lowbrow.com stories and then added a few... hehehe. (Assmar & goats, Mexico trip, taking the manual Toyota out, and Andrea spraying Jen w/ body spray in the eyes while she was driving). Fun times.
~me~ at 2:26 AM

Friday, November 21, 2003

OMG... i am addicted to this site (www.lowbrow.com). Now isnt this totally me and Assmar???



So my good friend Amy & I are watching "Purple Rain" one night. And ya know, Prince starts singing "When Doves Cry", so naturally, like the 80's geeks we are, we start singing along.
Us: "How can you just leave me standing, alone in a world that's so cold. Maybe I'm just too demanding..."

Amy: "...maybe I'm just like my father, Tilbo."

Me: (looking at Amy) "What did you say?"

Amy: "Tilbo."

Me: "Tilbo?"

Amy: "Yeah, Tilbo. Isn't that what it says?"

Me: "Uh, no. It says 'too bold.'"

Amy: (pause) "Oh, I thought it was Tilbo."

Me: "What the hell is Tilbo?"

Amy: "I thought maybe it was the name of his dad or something."



~me~ at 11:29 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2003

another clever comment (it reminds me of Aaron):


I love when you are leaning in real close to the mirror and squeezing a monster zit and when it pops it squirts through the air and onto the mirror.


~me~ at 5:47 PM

well had another weird day. First period presented some spectrum crap, then i ended up staying to fill out all the Senior Triton Club Passes for club pictures tomorrow. There is like 60 girls in that club. I had to make a list of all the girls and their 3rd period teacher too, and me and Daniel Whaley went and delivered the stupid passes. I went to the last 10 minutes of 3rd period, which didnt matter since we had a sub. Apparently, i missed something really funny between Andrea. Assmar, and Jason. (LOL...just right now when i was typing "Assmar," i accidentaly typed "Assman" haha). So yeah... went to 4th, Sra. Murillo was having a bad day i presume, since she kept getting frustrated with us. Mario is cute...haha. Okay, lunch, Key Club, 5th was okay, and 6th was normal. I applied at Dairy Queen (like April). Now i must wait...again. Supposedly i get my glasses tomorrow... which would be a good thing since i have a really big headache right now. Yeup, imma go do my crapload of HW now... eh.
~me~ at 5:37 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Im sorry...found another one:


one of the joys of being a grownup is
that i now live in a small, cold city in a

little rented cottage with an outside

toilet. when you use it in the middle

of the night, and you turn around to

flush......the bowl is invariably filled

with steam. i find this disturbing.

very disturbing.

~me~ at 9:30 PM

AHHHH!! LOL. another one (reminds me of Edwin...he now wears his seatbelt w/ me):


"Put on your seatbelt," I warned him.

He gave me this incredulous look and told me that seat belts aren't safe.

"Suit yourself," I told him as I took my Bug through a hard left.

He leaned into the door, which promptly flew open, sending him tumbling out onto the street. I stopped and waited for him to pick himself up and get in the car.

"Put on your seatbelt," I warned him.



~me~ at 9:24 PM

A story from www.lowbrow.com that i can relate to

i went to visit him. we had not spoken more than three times since i broke up with him a year before, and i had not heard from him in six months. out of the blue, he had asked me to pay him a visit. three times that night, he asked. i was bored and went.
when i got there, he tried to kiss me on the lips in greeting. i was confused.

we ended up scromping, then i offered him fellatio, and within four hours of my arrival i had slept with him. i went farther with him that day than when we were dating.

we got scrumptious sushi, which he chose to feed to me at a few choice moments. we held hands. he was tender. he's really sweet, sensitive, and smart. i really respect him.

i haven't heard from him in days. not that i expected to, but i still don't know what the hell to think.

although he managed to make me feel like a princess, i'd rather just be treated like a cheap fuck if that's what i am.

~me~ at 9:21 PM

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~me~ at 8:49 PM

hehe, today wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I kinda had a rough night last night, ehhh. hehe. The thingthat sucked today was Mrs. Winter wasnt there, but we had a fun period of Donald getting annoyed at us. Nac proposed that we leave 4th period early and go get lunch at Taco de Mexico, so she forged me a note and we bought food for everyone and came back to school. I got the biggest burrito i have ever seen, but man was it good. I had to force everyone to eat some b/c i wasnt gunna be able to finish it by myself. 6th period i got to watch a bunch of idiots chase each other around the amphitheater (doing a lab for McCoy), and i filled out a bunch of Mrs. Winter's Club Photo Passes so she wouldnt be overloaded tomorrow. I came home, kinda annoyed that my glasses still havent come in yet. I just got extremely happy right now; this completed my day:


BuBbLeZ853 (11:22:46 PM): someone brought up "avatars" and i remembered that one plce where we used to chat, farm___ or whatever, and i remember i couldnt figure out how to move my person around the room, and u got frustrated w/ me, and i just remember chasing u thru rooms and stuff... i dunno... good times...:-/

:-D Amanda your awesome! I miss you buddy!



I sent Scott that last night after he had gone to bed, just because it made me feel better to think about then, and i didnt expect him to reply. I LUFF YOU!!!! wow...i feel better...thanx

~me~ at 3:40 PM

Monday, November 17, 2003

haha...today was okay. Went to Chem and got 100% on my test (the only one, baby!!!) haha. sorry... i need something to brag about for once. So yeah, everyone minus 4 people (GO ROY!!!) bombed that test, so now i have a B!!! Um... i did bad (like everyone else) on my US History test, got a 57%. I need to do recovery on that isht. Then we got that debate, and our anthology. The plan for the anthology is one of these weekends, a group of us is gunna go up to UCSB to use their library. haha. Anna made 2 months w/ a boyfriend, GO ANNA!!! lets see...nothing else much really going on. Picked up Dondre from his friends, and had Mock Trial. LOL. "it is impossible for me to say 'Washington'." LOFL. that guy is weird. AnYwAyZ, imma get ready for bed now, so i can have energy para manana!!.
~me~ at 10:12 PM

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you do your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your stupid little jokes, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all.
~me~ at 7:38 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2003

well fuck, my account from Angelfire (where all my pics were stored) was terminated, because i was doing somethign against the contract?? i dunno... FUCK ME, im really pissed off right now. O well, imma go to bed then. Night.
~me~ at 11:51 PM

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~me~ at 10:11 PM

well, today was quite uneventful. i worked on the stupid blog all night until 3, then i woke up at about 10:30, watched some TV, cleaned. Tim was gunna come over and fix my computer so i started to study for my Chem test tomorrow. I got a head start on US History stuff, and im pushing aside my span homework until tomorrow. O well. i got mor eof my comp working, THANX TIM, and confused the hell outta Josh. Im happy for Dray cuz she's hookin up w/ a really cool guy, and I'm hoping In N Out will hire me still...my mom is applying at a store in Camarillo tomorrow...its really odd, almost my entire life my mom has worked at the same place, so her applying somewhere feels kinda freaky. Just goes to show how much we are really hurting cuz of the strike, so all you who cross those picket lines....SHAME ON YOU!!!
*cough cough* jOsLyN *cough cough*
~me~ at 9:43 PM

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